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Hollywood Undead, No Need to Stay, Panic! At the Disco

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deanmeme + three four seasons [¾]

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womenofsupernatural:

castiel-knight-of-hell:

miss-pierce-queen-of-hell:

castiel-knight-of-hell:

jimmysnowvakk:

winjennster:

destielpasta:

Omg look it’s two female characters with a purpose and emotions and BONUS they also mirror the lead two boys perfectly… I know what we should do. Let’s kill ‘em.

It’s important to note one thing about Jo and Ellen’s deaths.
Season five was intended by Kripke and all parties as the FINAL SEASON.
He was killing off everyone around Sam and Dean because the show was coming to an end.

THANK YOU.

actually that’s not the story behind their deaths

Jo received so much hate mail that the network wanted to drop her after season two but she was Kripke’s favorite so he fought to keep her. Each season he would rework her character in an attempt to make her more likable to the viewers but hate mail kept coming and he constantly had to fight with the network to keep her. Kripke was leaving after season 5 and he knew that if they did manage to get picked up for a 6th season the network would never keep Jo because of all the hate mail. So he gave Jo a noble death while he still could and threw Ellen into it because he felt she wouldn’t want to live without her daughter

certain characters were killed in season 5 because it looked like the show was ending but Jo was killed because of the fans. Bela and Ruby were also killed because of hate mail and Lisa was written off for the same reason. 

Fans are the reason Jo died, stop blaming the writers for that

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! I am very surprised?! how the fuck can people hate Jo?!

#because these ladies get in the way of their angel-human ship

I see a lot of comments like this so I feel the need to stress that this is not a shipping problem. This is caused by the internalized misogyny that women are raised with. The hate for Jo, Bela, and Ruby started long before Castiel joined the cast and a large portion of the fandom never shipped Wincest, that means the majority of the hate came from non-shippers. Female on female hate was a problem long before shipping became popular. My mother talks about all the hate she heard from her female peers when a male celebrity/character would find a female love interest. The mindset was always “She’s not good enough for him.”

Women are raised to believe we’re in competition with other women for male affection. That internalized misogyny leads to some female fans sending hate/death threats to women they feel aren’t good enough for their favorite male celebrity or character. Now that shipping has become acceptable we’re seeing that internalized misogyny sometimes gets misplaced as loyalty to a ship, but make no mistake that it is misogyny. Women hating other women for being romantic interests is a product of how women are raised. Look at the movies geared toward young girls, they all involve romance as the main plot line. And in many of them, like Cinderella, the plot involves the man having his pick of many women but being won over by the female lead. Cinderella’s step-sisters, who were her competition for the prince’s affection, were ridiculed and humiliated which is another theme common in movies geared toward young girls. Women are raised to believe that we need to fight other women to obtain our ideal romance. We’re also taught that it’s acceptable to be cruel to the women who get in the way of us achieving that goal

This problem wont go away by blaming shippers because non-shippers also send hate and the root of the problem goes much deeper. The first step to stopping this is for everyone to recognize that this hatred toward other women comes from a place of internalized misogyny and it will only stop when we quit viewing other women as competition 

I was part of the pre-tumblr fanbase. Jo was hated because she was a romantic potential for Dean. Nothing more. A few fans did raise the somewhat valid point that she appeared far too young for Dean to realistically be interested in. But that’s a Hollywood casting issue. The hate surrounding Jo came because she was a threat. And this was long before Cas was a character.  It was actually back when most of the fans were shipping Wincest.

I also have not heard anything about Kripke considering Jo his favourite and google tells me quite the opposite:

“Alona Tal (Jo) is a terrific actress, and I thought she did valiantly and beautifully with the part we gave her.  But even before the original episode aired, frankly, I was watching them and was like, ‘I don’t know if we conceived this character the right way.’  So, I wasn’t surprised by the reaction, and that’s why we pulled back on the character of Jo.” - Kripke.  Source: http://www.buddytv.com/articles/supernatural/supernatural-1-16234.aspx

He wasn’t surprised by the negative reaction, so he knew he hadn’t written an accessible female character but went ahead with it anyway?  Then just ditched her once he got the predicted negativity?  Did he really admit to just throwing a female character out to be slaughtered solely because he couldn’t write one properly??

Then we have this fuckery:

“I love the actress [Alona Tal], but the problem was, we conceived the character wrong. She was the girl next door, she was the little sister, and her attitude was, ‘How can I help you?’ And, [exec producer] Bob Singer and I always said to ourselves in Season 2, if we were to bring girls into the show, the way to bring them in is to make trouble for the guys, not to be helpful. To introduce them as their own fleshed-out characters in their own right, who are raging pains in the ass, and trouble, and dangerous, and then sort of see what happens.”

Source: http://www.tvguide.com/news/supernatural-exec-we-8522.aspx

So…yeah.  Any likeability or realistic traits we see in Jo nowadays?  Those were what got her erased from the show.  Because Kripke didn’t like approachable, likeable real women characters.  And he bowed to what misogynistic fans wanted and decided to make the women all temptress antagonists from season 3-5.  Would explain why they ruined Anna too. 

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Would You Rather

Pierce your nose or your tongue? tongue (already have)
Drink whole or skimmed milk? idc
Die in a fire or drowning? fire
Spend time with your parents or enemies? parents

Are You?

Single or in a relationship? taaaken ♥
Straight, gay, bisexual, other? pan
Tall or short? in the middle
Right handed or left handed? right
A lover of music or a lover of books? both

Do You Prefer

Flowers or sweets? sweets
Colour photos or black-and-white photos? depends
Sunrise or sunset? sunset
M&Ms or Skittles? m&ms
Staying up late or waking up early? late!
Sun or moon? moon
Winter or Autumn? autumn
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 best friends
Rainy or sunny? sunny
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
Vodka or Jack? idc

About You

What time is it? 9.45pm
Name? sinje
Nicknames? sin
When is your birthday? april 23
What do you want? too much
How many kids do you want? idk yet I tend to ß
What would you name a girl? its so hard to decide on giirl names
What would you name a boy? its so hard to find boy names i like
You want to get married? yes
What kind of music do you like? literally everything

Unique

Are you double-jointed? no
Can you roll your tongue? yes
Can you raise one eyebrow? almost haha
Can you cross your eyes? yes

Random

Which shoe goes on first? depends but i think the left
Ever thrown something at someone? yep
On average, how much money do you carry with you? not enough
What jewelry do you wear? earrings, tongue piercing and a necklace  sometimes
Do you twirl or cut spaghetti? both
Have you ever eaten Spam? no
Favourite ice cream? stracciatella
How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? 1

Last

Car ride? 4h
Song played? melanie martinez ‘dollhouse’
Person you saw? mom
Time you cried? friday watching tv
Fight? idk had a little fight with my mom today but nothing serious

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Bold what applies to you

I have watched an episode of American Horror Story.

I still watch Spongebob Squarepants.

I hate horror films.

I love horror films.

I prefer comedy over horror.

I prefer horror over comedy.

I have watched an episode of a TV show in the last 24 hours.

It’s currently night.

It’s currently morning.

I’m supposed to be sleeping.

I’m procrastinating right now.

I’d rather read than watch a movie.

I am excited for something coming up.

I do a lot of bolding surveys.

I think I will smoke when I’m older.

I have tattoos.

I have no tattoos.

I have tattoos but I regret them.

I have no tattoos but I want some.

I have a friend who smokes.

I smoke.

I’m straight.

I’m gay.

I’m bisexual.

I have an eating disorder. 

I have self harmed.

I have been diagnosed with depression.

I hate when people self-diagnose themselves with depression. 

I have been sad for ages but I have never been diagnosed with depression.

I’m wearing my pajamas right now. 

I’m wearing something white.

I’m wearing something blue.

I’m wearing something black.

I’m wearing something red.

I’ve been shopping in the last 24 hours.

I have filmed a video in the last 24 hours.

I have a YouTube account and I upload videos. 

I have a YouTube account but I don’t upload videos.

I am listening to music right now.

I have vomited from crying so much before.

I have been given a gift in the last 24 hours.

I have given someone a gift in the last 24 hours.

My birthday is in December.

My birthday is in April.

My birthday is in June.

I have an iPhone.

I have had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend.

I have never had a relationship.

I’m single & I don’t want a relationship.

I’m happy right now.

I’m sad right now.

I’ve been in a fight in the last week.

I’ve been to the cinemas in the last week.

I am a Christian.

I attend church. 

I have a bible.

I’m an atheist.

I don’t have a belief in anything, I just go with whatever.

I’ve seen an animated movie in the last week.

I’ve seen a horror movie in the last week.

I’ve met someone famous.

I’ve met a singer.

I’ve met an actress.

I’ve met an actor.

I’ve met a YouTuber. 

I’ve met a band.

I’ve met an author.

I’ve met a script writer.

I’ve met a cast of a tv show.

I’ve been on a tv show.

I’ve been on tv.

I love British accents. 

I love Irish accents.

I hate Irish accents.

I hate British accents.

I live in America. 

I live in Australia.

I don’t like the school I am attending right now.

I don’t like my country.

I love the school I am attending right now.

I have one all-time favourite song.

I’ve been to several concerts.

I’ve been to no concerts.

I really want something right now.

I have no money.

I have more than $/£20 currently.

I have a job.

I want a job.

I don’t have a job.

I have a favourite actor.

I have several favourite actors.

I have one favourite movie.

I play Xbox.

I play Playstation.

I play on the PC.

I play video games a lot.

I hate chocolate.

I have allergies.

I love cats.

I have let someone use me.

I have let someone hurt me.

I say ‘LOL’ out loud.

I am wearing a dress right now. 

I have disappointed myself in the last 24 hours.

I have cried in the last 5 hours.

I have cried myself to sleep in the last week.

I have had coffee recently.

I am wearing makeup right now.

I don’t wear makeup.

I prefer boots to converse.

I have the new iPhone.

There’s rubbish around me right now.

I am currently on my phone.

I am currently on my laptop.

There’s more than 2 tabs open on my laptop right now.

A YouTube video has made me cry before.

I cry a lot.

I hate crying.

I still watch Disney.

I love Friends, the TV show.

I watch Skins.

I have a Facebook.

I have an Instagram account.

I have ask.fm.

I don’t go on Omegle and I don’t see the big deal of it. 

I like Mario and Luigi. 

I don’t mind Ke$ha. 

I wear a lot of makeup.

I am older than 20.

I am younger than 18.

I have a driving license. 

I have school tomorrow.

It’s currently Summer.

It’s currently Winter.

I hate Winter.

I hate Summer.

I want to finish this survey soon.

I love surveys.

I’ve been single for more than 4 years currently.

I’ve been in a relationship lasting for longer than 1 year.

I’m married.

I’m in High School.

I’m in College/University.

I laugh a lot.

I’m serious when I want to be. 

I love quotes.

I have bolded these 100% truthfully.

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Really gigantic Tag Game Stuff Post Thingy

Ok so I had some tag games I kind of ignored but I thought that I will do them now and yeah this post is long so everything is under the cut and I hope I didn’t forget someone. o3o ♥

Keep reading

chestiel:

Supernatural: A Beginner’s Guide to Hunting (click through to enlarge)

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classykatelyn:

lilgideonsbighouse:

i accidentally pokemon au’d and now i cant get out

These are SO CUTE. :D

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Supernatural needs a video game, seriously.

jackthwagger:

Think about it

  • The pause menu could be John’s journal.
  • It could be multi-player, if you wanted to play with a friend.
  • You could play Sam, Dean, John, Bobby, Ellen, Jo, Ruby, or Cas (Jimmy during the Rapture) depending on the case/mission
  • Different characters have different abilities/fight with different weapons. (i.e. Dean uses a shotgun, Sam can use his demon killing powers, Cas fights with his sword, etc.)
  • You could equip different weapons and bullets.
  • Filler cases could be bonus levels/DLC.
  • You could go through cases/investigate/interrogate people. (Like L.A. Noire)
  • You could drive the Impala to each location.
  • You could use a cellphone to call Bobby or Cas for extra help.
  • Animation could be really good: The could use the facial programming from L.A. Noire, Heavy Rain, or even LEFT 4 DEAD to make the characters more accurate.
  • Cutscenes could be clips from the show or really good animation.
  • Bobby’s house could be a safehouse. (save/restock supplies,etc.)
  • YOU COULD CUSTOMIZE THEIR CLOTHES AND HAIR WITH STUFF FROM EACH SEASON.
  • Tutorials could be John training the boys.

THINK ABOUT IT.

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My personality:

  • I’m loud.
  • I’m obnoxious.
  • I’m sarcastic.
  • I’m cocky.
  • I cry easily.
  • I have a bad temper.
  • I’m easy to get along with.
  • I have more enemies than friends.
  • I’ve smoked.
  • I’ve smoked weed.
  • I drink coffee.
  • I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

  • I wear a piece of jewelry at all times. 
  • I wear makeup. (not everyday)
  • I wear contacts.
  • I wear glasses.
  • I have braces.
  • I change my hair colour often.
  • I straighten my hair often.
  • I have a piercing.
  • I have small feet.


Relationships:

  • I’m in a relationship now.
  • I’m single.
  • I’m crushin’. 
  • I’m always scared of being hurt.
  • An ex has physically abused me at least once.
  • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
  • I’ve been in love more than two times.
  • I believe in love at first sight.
  • I believe lust is more important than love. 


Friendships:

  • I have a best friend.
  • I have at least ten friends. 
  • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
  • I’ve beaten up a friend.
  • I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.


Experiences:

  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve been on a train.
  • Someone close to me has passed away.
  • I’ve taken a taxi.
  • I’ve taken a city bus.
  • I’ve taken a school bus.
  • I’ve gone bungee jumping.
  • I’ve made a speech.
  • I’ve been in some sort of club.
  • I’ve won an award.
  • I’ve spent 24 Hours on the computer straight. (is that a positive thing…?)
  • I’ve been in a physical fight. 


Music:

  • I listen to R&B.
  • I listen to country.
  • I listen to kpop.
  • I listen to techno.
  • I listen to metal.
  • I listen to rock. 
  • I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
  • I hate the radio.
  • I download music.
  • I buy CD’s.


Television:

  • I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
  • I watch soap operas daily.
  • I’m in love with Days of Our Lives. 
  • I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
  • I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
  • I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model. (The german version of it haha)
  • I’ve seen and liked Popular.
  • I’ve seen and liked 24.
  • I’ve seen and liked CSI.
  • I’ve seen and liked Law & Order: SVU.


Family Life:

  • I get along with both of my parents. 
  • My biological parents are still together.
  • I have at least one brother.
  • I have at least one sister.
  • I have at least one step brother/sister.
  • I have at least one half brother/sister.
  • I’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • I’ve wanted to run away from my home.
  • I’ve sworn at my parent(s).
  • I’ve made my parents cry.
  • I’ve lied to my parents.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
  • I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
  • I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.


Hair:

  • I’ve been brown.
  • I’ve had streaks.
  • I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve been blonde.
  • I’ve had black. 
  • I’ve been red.
  • I’ve been light brown.
  • I’ve been blue/green.
  • I’ve gotten my hair thinned. 
  • I use conditioner.
  • I’ve used silk therapy.
  • I’ve used hot oil treatments.
  • I’ve curled my hair. 
  • I’ve straightened my hair.
  • I’ve ironed my hair.
  • I’ve braided my hair.

School:

  • I’ve yelled at a teacher.
  • I’ve been suspended.
  • I’ve had an in-school suspension.
  • I’ve been sent to the principals office.
  • I’ve walked out of class.
  • I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
  • I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
  • I’ve cheated on a test.
  • I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
  • I’ve failed Art.
  • I’ve failed P.E.
  • I’ve failed math. 
  • I’ve failed another class.
  • A teacher has called my parents

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mercycas:

this is a masterpost for my followers and anyone else whose 
needing some help with feelings- because we all get it sometimes.
if you ever need to talk to someone, i'm here for you! otherwise...
sad?
angry?
stressed?
anxiety?
distract yourself
wanting to self harm?
i hope this comes in handy! please remember you're worth 
more than all the riches and the world- love yourself, like 
i do too <3

(Source: rockandrollchick29)

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pada-ackles-me:

Dean Winchester (Season 1-9)

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andurile:

This is the story of an angel of the Lord named Castiel

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merlycasmas:

aesthetically pleasing supernatural caps. 1/14

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